Friday, February 15, 2008

This week must end NOW!

Ok now I have my daughter coming home....to some this is a good thing, but this child is 22 and brings with her my grandson. I love that he will be home, but I just don't know how I am going to handle all this stress. 2 graduate classes, a new puppy, my other daughter being deployed to Iraq, and a job that is about to get really stressful!!!! How do I do this?

Thursday, February 14, 2008

I do support our troops...but....

I keep praying that I will awaken to find that my daughter is not leaving and life will be great. I can't even bring myself to book my flight to see her off...If I don't book, maybe GOD will let her stay." I know this is not his will, I know that defending our country is her job, but as her mom, I want her job to be staying here, and talking to me everyday as we do. She is my best, absoulte best friend.....what do you do without your best friend :-(

So unfair....goodness I have to get out of this funk!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

I have come to a crossroad

I finally thought that my employee who has been torturing the rest of my staff was leaving, she resigned on Monday and then yesterday one of the docs wants to keep her so she is fighting tooth and nail for her. What do I do, truthfully if she stays she can be an assest but she is miserable, so it isn't worth a damn. If she stays I may lose two other people, and really I don't want to stay if she does. Do I help and encourage the others to leave? Yes, as a good manager I would let them go gracefully because I totally understand their needs to be happy. Do I stay? This could be an opportunity for later, what do I do?? I write because I can't scream and I am tooooo damn tired. I wish I knew the answer.